I sit. In my room, with a to-do list taller than the flat I live in. I can’t do them. Why? Concentration has flown out of my window. I guess I should be talking to someone. But sometimes. Just sometimes, it is easier to write than speak. WordPress seems like a good place to do so. I know it’ll get published but it also reserves some anonymity, right? Well, just in case I won’t go into details. I kinda realise now that this is a bit of a ramble – nonsensical rabble that gives some things away but is left ambiguous to you all. Hm, oh well. I’m just typing as I go along – no thinking involved. They say it helps. That you just write. Some say great literature is born this way. I doubt this post will be literature, but it’s making me feel that little bit better. That’s good. Always good.
Times like these, I enjoy browsing other people’s blogs. Gives a little insight on how others are living. A good range too. Especially like reading those randomers living in Japan as foreigners. Gives an insight on how I might be in a year’s time. Did I forget to tell you? I think I’ve told some a little too much, and others not enough. I’ve applied for JET. Look it up. It’s an opportunity to live in Japan for a year teaching English. As an assistant. Not bad. Well, great actually. If I get it, I’ll have a salary of about £25,000. Not many graduates can be proud of that. Small chance though. Thousands of applicants, a hundred perhaps get to go? At least I think that’s the odds.
I feel like an emo. Always fun to pick at them a little bit. MySpace lovers posting photos of themselves taken with a webcam and then crying about how they are alone. Hm. Well, I guess I’m not an emo, but bordering it with this post. But hey I guess it helps. Not as extreme mind you. I’m hardly threatening to jump off a bridge. Online. Connecting servers together… that was an internet joke. Lol. Oh, what a geek…
Been watching Lost recently. Bought the box set a little while ago, but haven’t got the chance to watch it yet. A bit of catch up with Seasons 1 and 2 so far – hopefully get to move on to the unwatched stuff. Currently, where I am at – Ana Lucia has just shot Shannon and Sayid is a little annoyed. Walt’s missing and the people on the raft has returned to camp. No sign of “The Others” yet except some feet on camera and a teddy bear. Oops, did I ruin it for you? Sorry. Still… exciting times. It’s what I resort to when I can’t tackle my to-do list. Which consists of a Literature Review and learning lines for a play. Yes, I’m in a play. Who’ve thought eh? Plenty of lines to learn, little time to do it. Maybe I should crack on with it. Tomorrow is what I always say. Tomorrow.
Well, on that note – perhaps tomorrow will be a sunnier day. But, living in London on the last day of December – is this possible?




